Relative Normalcy

We are so sad and sorry to report that we have miscarried our baby this weekend. Thankfully, we already knew that there was a major problem when we went in to the office on Monday...we were already prepared to hear bad news. I can't imagine going in blissfully thinking that we were going to hear a heart beat and just heard silence....God was so good to protect us from that. We are obviously sad and grieving the loss of this baby and the dreams that we already had  for that tiny little person and for our family. However, we are completely at peace. Most of you know that this is not the first time I have been through this, and unfortunately seen so many of my friends experience this kind of loss, because of that, it has really helped us have some perspective. We know that God's plan is not always ours and that usually He isn't interested in filling us in on the big picture, but that He is interested in our hearts, and loves us, and He is in control. 

I did have to have a DNC today. Everything went really well. Much to my surprise, I am physically feeling REALLY good. That is a huge blessing. We are at home with our little family and we are all loving on each other and doing fine. Randy has been very supportive, loving, precious and sweet- he is very sad and hates that he can't "fix" it. Garrett is very sad too-but he is really open about how he feels and will be just fine. I am surrounded by my two very favorite boys in the whole wide world and we are going to get through this thing together!

So many of you were so precious to rejoice in our good news, we know that you will love us through our sad news. We see this as a bump in the road and we so look forward to sharing some good news with you again very soon. We are so blessed to have so many who love us and are lifting us in prayer and who are wrapping their arms around us. Thank you for what you are to us.

With Much Love-

Tomi